Saw you last friday.. how are u now? It's already been so many months but memories of times with you seemed just like yesterday. How's your illnesses? Are they getting better? I certainly hope they are. I'm still lost. It's been so long already, but somehow the pieces of me which you shattered are still left on the floor, waiting to be picked up. For all the hurt that you have caused, I forgive you... U are still the one.
posted by Glen @ 8:43 AM
I want a car.. i need a car badly. I'm tired of having to wake up early to take public transport. I've always liked automobiles.. but i've never gotten so CRAZY about it till now. yucks.. i find myself looking out of the bus windows at the funkiest yet cheap cars.. mazda 3, peujeot 206, nissan primeria, lexus rx300, alfa romeo. ok.. i'm getting away. Those cars i'm naming are becoming more and more expensive. Wait.. they were never cheap to begin with. It's only until when i've started taking driving lessons then i've appreciated the art of driving.
Next driving lesson is tmrw. Hope everything goes well~
posted by Glen @ 10:33 AM
A sudden strange compulsion to advertise my thoughts. Welcome back...
posted by Glen @ 8:38 AM
What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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OoOo.. What's with this new blogger interface?? =? It looks pretty cool to me! At least i can see the edit screen... u noe.. the part where u can edit ur blog.. haha!! thank god! at last!
Argh.. spent a whole day studying again.. My life is getting damn boring manz! Study, sleep, watch tv, eat,Study, sleep, watch tv, eat, Study, sleep, watch tv, eat.. ok.. i think u get what i mean..
I think BT2 sux! wait.. BT2 sux! it HAS to fall juz after our holidays.. It HAS to be in the first week of sch somemore... why can't it juz be in the last week of term or something??? yikes...
I'm super not confident for this test.. take for example econs.. Although i have studied some of the topics before, and am studying it again... i somehow JUZ cannot get them into my head.. ECONS sux man! Maths.. they seem pretty easy and stuff... juz statistics and all. BUT, what if i can't tell the questions apart and dunno which method to use?? ARgh... i will be so screwed!! MATHS sux! I have this ominous feelin that i'll do badly for the tests this time round all over again.. Sigh.. when have i ever did well for exams???
Juz went for a run at 11pm juz now.. wOoo! shiokamama! neva run for so long already.. haha! at least now i feel less guilty for eating so much! HEhz.. staying at home too much always makes me jiggly... =þ
posted by Glen @ 10:43 AM
Hey I'm back!
How many days has it been since i last blog? Haha.. That's Glen. Get used to it. I'm lazy. Was reading the newspapers about how Andrea De Cruz is sueing a whole lot of ppl for causing her so much pain. Come on, I think she's just being a pain in the ass. Fair enough, she can sue the importers and the distributing company for not checking the product out thoroughly. But.. Rayson Tan? He looks pretty innocent to me.. Ain't he? She can only blame her self for being vain.. all this misery is caused by her own actions. Why bring someone who just introduced slim10 to her? I believe she would have consumed those pills even if he didn't recommend it. Argh.. She's just becoming irritaing.. It's a torture to even see her pictures and articles in the newspapers.
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Le Festin de Immortalite
Went to watched this SDT production on Sat with Shiping at the Esplanade. =) Found out that she's really good company and very easy to talk to. =þ Hmm.. I must say that this production was real good..it had alot of 'special effects' and stuff... the dancers were like suspended on wires in some parts of the dance. Hehz.. but this thing was a little too abstract for me.. hehz.. too chim already. Had to think through quite alot to understand what was going on. Think i prefer those that are u know.. 'slap in ur face' kinds.. =þ
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Think i having a pretty boring week so far. Spent my the past few days studying and trying to study. It really sux.. cos i spent a better part of the day TRYING to study. U know what i mean? Argh.. just cannot get alot of things done. I've been meeting up with jasmine for breakfast every morning so that i can start the day early and study (the oh-so-depressing word).. But it's such a freaking waste of effort of time... haaha! i'm not studying anymore den i used to.
Been thinking alot lately, dunno why. I think it's seriously the it's half-the-year-gone-and-what-have-i-done and i'm-graduating-and-what-is-going-to-happen-to-me mood. Realised that i haven't actually done alot of studying this half a yr.. it probably accounts for my so shitty results... sighz.. I'm starting to panic but somehow nothing has really gone into action yet. =( Hmmz.. what am i going to do after i graduate? what is going to happen to me and the environment around me? Haiz.. i know i'm just repeating what i said in the previous blog. But what the hell, this thoughts are really clouding the grey matters in between my ears and i can't get rid of it. It's actually alot of useless worrying.. (i hope...) but i guess it's something that i have to come to terms with. I can't type out the stuff that has been merry-go-rounding in my head cos they are a)too personal b)too stupid. =)
Uncertainties.. It's a hate and love affair. I like the exhilaration of dealing with something unknown. But i just dun like the anxiety that comes with it. Arrgh...
Juz browsed Jasmine's webbie.. Hehez.. thanx for saying such nice things about me. =þ It's always heartwarming to know that u will always have a grp of frens who will always stand by u! Yikes.. I will not get all mushy and stuff...... yucks..
It's 3.17am now.. been sleeping later and later lately.. dunno what will happen when sch starts manz.. yelps... most probably will be sleeping a hell lot during my breaks.. =þ
posted by Glen @ 12:17 PM
your bitch.
What swear word are you?
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ok.. so wat if i'm a bitch.. not as if nobody knows about it. I mean.. I can't help it if i'm juz being direct rite??
Life is a bitch anywayz... So if life can be a bitch.. what's so wrong about it eh?
posted by Glen @ 11:46 AM
God.. this place looks dilapidated and old. Almost defunct. How did i ever allow this dearie to morph into this state? Inertia. Inertia does terrible things. It eats into u, feasting on u like a maggot, it grows bigger and bigger while u succumb to it.
So many things have happened in this few weeks. Hehz.. that seems to be my favourite phrase. =þ
I dun think i should give a run down bout these few weeks. Seems rather meaningless to do it.
Went clubbing at milleu and induz on wed. God! Juz like lionel, I thot it was really fun! how long haven't i been clubbing? Like eons manz.. I must say that wednesday was one of my best clubbing outings.. Hehz.. i shan't elaborate anymore.
All of a sudden, i'm in a oh-no-i'm graduating-and-what-is-going-to-happen-to-me mood. At like 3am in the morning.. gosh.. felt exactly the same 2 years ago. Sigh, guess this is part and parcel of life, learning how to deal with the unknown. haha.. this seems to be like a quarter life crisis.... wait.. i'm 18 now. Does this mean mine life will end at 64?? No way manz.. ok.. maybe this is more like a one-eigth life crisis. Haha.. i know i'm being corny. sOrrieZ... Thinking ahead, i really dunno what is going to happen to me after NS. Will i still dance?? I dunno manz...
Friends. What is going to happen to my friends and i in 3 years? The friendships that i have so painstakingly forged.. I hope they will last. Well, no use pondering bout this sort of questions. It's pretty rhetorical. Let fate handle it.. hehz. makes my job so much easier. =þ
Worst thing that happened to be this week
My mum just received this that her company's gonna close down. Sigh, never expected that to ever happen to my family. haiz.. suddenly, i'm suddenly aware of the implications of my family having a lesser income. Yikes, that thought sux.. really sux...
I think that's all i wanna blog for today. Shall just continue it tmrw.
posted by Glen @ 11:38 AM
There is no pleasure in having nothing to do. The fun is in having lots to do and not doing it.
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